Waiting for the study mood to come... So, while wait for something that might come (or not), I'm thinking how to talk with this SEPET guy tomorrow... He looks like CHINESE and that's why I'm admiring him! (take it as kiddin admiration)
~3~ I'm so nervous! (why nervous in front of someone when you're not in front of everyone?!)
☂ So, the rain is crying out loud for me ☂
Then, I got to faced him la! But how bout the one that never got away? OMF! Now I'm stuck in the midst of F shadow and blurred vision of S... Duhh... Who cares? I'm just played off before I'll leave the school... Just cherish the memories at seventeen...
F, I know you got blurred vision on me or her... But how can you expect that I'm going to wait if I didn't know what's in your mind and heart? What if your heart rather choose her than me? She's better than me huh? She's cute, she's clever, she's soft, she's adorable while who I am compared to her? I'm not as cute as her, not as clever as her, rough and not as adorable as she is... But if you choose her, I'm pretty sure all this moments that I'm waiting for is useless and worthless for the rest of my heart and my mind... Make sure that you choose the right choice since I'm NEVER use my lack or my poor situation to get your heart... What I told you before are the TRUE STORIES THAT EVER HAPPENED to me... Not for your symphaty but just to share what I've ever experienced before since you ever said that I'm one of the special besties you ever had... Even though I'm still hoping, I wouldn't force you to love me... It's your right to love people that you want...
S, let's be friends! [that's it??] Don't worry, I'm just admiring your eyes like I'm admiring F's but I'm not loving you... Haha
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